CONFOUND

woe to me who is suffering
about what is the right and proper way of living
my thirst for knowledge is famine
having no clue if those will be determine

my personality was always been deride
oh no i forgot that i am alive

being concious by my actions
yet not perceived by my emotion

trying to winnow unpleasant things in the world.
start with myself is the best thing i could

thoughts that are perplexed
lets bear and reflect

the devil seizes me easily,
he sees me like a flower that is lovely

for me who dont deserve wonderful things on earth.
thank you for the one who creates the world

trembling with astonishment
on how will i become like you who is pleasant
how can i protect myself for this is your monument

let me scribe this note
while im sailing this boat
towards to my narrow tomb

assuming that i am in the life's last tier
for me who have the fear
let me conquer it and prepare my inadequate pier